Its only been a few days since he broke up with me. I never thought it would be this hard to deal with but as it turns out, it's so much harder than I ever thought it would be. It seems the only things getting me through this are country songs, and great friends.
I just never thought this day would come...
My top 3 breakup songs:
"A Little Bit Stronger" by Sara Evans
"Undo It" by Carrie Underwood
"Gunpowder and Lead" by Miranda Lambert
Showing posts with label lover mine. Show all posts
Showing posts with label lover mine. Show all posts
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Leaving on a jet plane.
I never thought I'd ever be this passionately inlove with someone. They say people come into your life for a reason. Why Mr. A is in my life? To teach me how to love again.
Being together for such a short amount of time, I can't begin to describe how much I am inlove with this man. He pulls emotions out of me I never knew I had and yet he posseses this nature to bring out the worse in me. It's as if when it's good, it's great. But when we're arguing and constantly fighting, it feels like the world is falling apart or I'm drowing and can't seem to breathe.
He'll be leaving me soon. Mr. A is simply just picking up and leaving. Although I knew this was coming, I just figured maybe he'd love me enought to want to stay. To maybe start something. Build a life knowing that perhaps maybe, just maybe he could see me in his future. That's not the case here.
I don't know what the point of this blog was but I just wanted to get a few things off my chest. I just wanted to write whatever I was feeling this morning and perhaps maybe this chaos could for once subside.... Even if just a little.
Being together for such a short amount of time, I can't begin to describe how much I am inlove with this man. He pulls emotions out of me I never knew I had and yet he posseses this nature to bring out the worse in me. It's as if when it's good, it's great. But when we're arguing and constantly fighting, it feels like the world is falling apart or I'm drowing and can't seem to breathe.
He'll be leaving me soon. Mr. A is simply just picking up and leaving. Although I knew this was coming, I just figured maybe he'd love me enought to want to stay. To maybe start something. Build a life knowing that perhaps maybe, just maybe he could see me in his future. That's not the case here.
I don't know what the point of this blog was but I just wanted to get a few things off my chest. I just wanted to write whatever I was feeling this morning and perhaps maybe this chaos could for once subside.... Even if just a little.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Books, Books, Books...
It has most definitely been a while writing on here. Therefore I should have a million topics to write about but I don't. I've been thoroughly reading everything and anything I can get my hands on. The most recent book being Bad Moon Rising by Sherrilyn Kenyon. It was by far one of the greatest books in her Dark-Hunter series.
Another book I'm looking forward to getting my hands on is Lover Mine by J.R Ward. It's the story of John Matthew and half vampire/sympath Xhex. They're HEA should be amazingly wonderful which is probably why I'm trying to stay clear from all Black Dagger Brotherhood message boards let a lone anyone else who is reading this book. I don't want any spoilers!
Currently reading: The Shadow of the Wind by Carlos Ruiz Zafon
Another book I'm looking forward to getting my hands on is Lover Mine by J.R Ward. It's the story of John Matthew and half vampire/sympath Xhex. They're HEA should be amazingly wonderful which is probably why I'm trying to stay clear from all Black Dagger Brotherhood message boards let a lone anyone else who is reading this book. I don't want any spoilers!
Currently reading: The Shadow of the Wind by Carlos Ruiz Zafon
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