Monday, March 8, 2010
I'm a winner!
I was so excited when I found out I was the winner of Renee Vincent's contest. What I won was an autographed photo of this gorgeous older model named Seth. Last name, unknown. The photo is beyond sexy. He's in tight leather pants, shirtless I might add, with the body of Adonis. Sexy as sin, I tell you! His eyes are coverd by a bandana which makes you wonder what sort of photo shoot that was. The first thing that popped into mind was BDSM, whoa! ;) Haha, I can't wait to get that poster in the mail. My lucky stars must be shining today.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Jealousy
Tonight I figure I'd blog about jealousy. As many of know from past experiences, jealousy is quite... horrible. At first it starts off as a little twinge in your gut. Maybe even a little sharp pinch in your heart. From there it grows into something much darker and deeper for that matter. Sometimes even causing the jealous person to act out in anger. Tonight I experienced my first "jealous" feeling with this guy I've been dating.
For starters, lets call this guy... Mr. S. Mr. S and I have been dating for a few weeks. We've known eachother for quite a number of years but just recently have been doing the whole dating scene. So far things have been alright. Nothing too romantic. Just two friends hanging out, a few light pecks on the lips, nothing too serious if you know what I mean. Anyway, while watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians he made a few remarks about how he loves a girl with a fat ass blah, blah, blah. I for one do NOT have an ass anywhere near fat. It's actually quite small and flat.. and I hate it. Then Mr. S being the so called "gentleman" that he is, mentions something about how hot the Kardashian sisters are. I'm not blind, and I too find myself checking them out in a non-lesbian way of course, but really... Does he need to always say what comes to mind? Do I need to hear every thought about a certain look that he admires? I don't constantly talk about how gorgeous I think Antonio Banderas is or how I'd kill to have a boyfriend who looks like an older Taylor Lautner. So why is it he feels the need to constantly talk about how sexy this chick is or how gorgeaou that one is. It's really starting to get to me.
So that's why I decided to write about jealousy tonight. I rarely get jealous and since I felt those few stirrings earlier tonight, I figure it's only right to express my inner feelings. It's not like Mr. S reads this thing anyway.
For starters, lets call this guy... Mr. S. Mr. S and I have been dating for a few weeks. We've known eachother for quite a number of years but just recently have been doing the whole dating scene. So far things have been alright. Nothing too romantic. Just two friends hanging out, a few light pecks on the lips, nothing too serious if you know what I mean. Anyway, while watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians he made a few remarks about how he loves a girl with a fat ass blah, blah, blah. I for one do NOT have an ass anywhere near fat. It's actually quite small and flat.. and I hate it. Then Mr. S being the so called "gentleman" that he is, mentions something about how hot the Kardashian sisters are. I'm not blind, and I too find myself checking them out in a non-lesbian way of course, but really... Does he need to always say what comes to mind? Do I need to hear every thought about a certain look that he admires? I don't constantly talk about how gorgeous I think Antonio Banderas is or how I'd kill to have a boyfriend who looks like an older Taylor Lautner. So why is it he feels the need to constantly talk about how sexy this chick is or how gorgeaou that one is. It's really starting to get to me.
So that's why I decided to write about jealousy tonight. I rarely get jealous and since I felt those few stirrings earlier tonight, I figure it's only right to express my inner feelings. It's not like Mr. S reads this thing anyway.
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