I never thought I'd ever be this passionately inlove with someone. They say people come into your life for a reason. Why Mr. A is in my life? To teach me how to love again.
Being together for such a short amount of time, I can't begin to describe how much I am inlove with this man. He pulls emotions out of me I never knew I had and yet he posseses this nature to bring out the worse in me. It's as if when it's good, it's great. But when we're arguing and constantly fighting, it feels like the world is falling apart or I'm drowing and can't seem to breathe.
He'll be leaving me soon. Mr. A is simply just picking up and leaving. Although I knew this was coming, I just figured maybe he'd love me enought to want to stay. To maybe start something. Build a life knowing that perhaps maybe, just maybe he could see me in his future. That's not the case here.
I don't know what the point of this blog was but I just wanted to get a few things off my chest. I just wanted to write whatever I was feeling this morning and perhaps maybe this chaos could for once subside.... Even if just a little.
